So...I have recently discovered that I am EXTREMELY infatuated with this cheerleader from Spackenkill...I like her a lot..I like her so much I'd stop talking to all the girls I do now and just be with her.She just seems so perfect and so girlfriend material. I don't know why I like her so much, but it is what it is. And I've realized I do this ALL the time..I put girls I barely know on pedestals and then when I get to REALLY know them they turn out to be NOTHING like what I expected, then I no longer want them. Now, that may be a asshole move but I don't care, I'm looking for the girl that's right for me and won't settle for less.
Anyway, I've noticed this problem of mine the hard way...through "heartbreaks" but I don't know why I do this, maybe it's because I want find the right one and I'm just trying to make any girl her. Or maybe because I want to just rush into being in a relationship and so once I find a girl I slightly like I want to be with her.
The thing is, you can't live life like this...falling for every pretty face that you encounter that seems like "the one". You just have to chill, lay back and wait...the right one will come and find you when the time is right.
I have yet to figure this out for myself...
But until then GO SPACKENKILL!!! haha
Monday, March 9, 2009
Friday, March 6, 2009
♥
Everyone would always say there's always Room for Improvement, but then i met you. Now I'm just looking into the future waiting for the Comeback Season until then, I'm So Far Gone, but don't worry it's all for a reason. Eventually you'll Thank Me Later...<3
Lil' Wayne Said It Best
"Cause we like her
And we like her too
And we like her
And we like her too
And we like her
And we like her too
And we like her
And she like us too
I wish I could fuck every girl in the world
I wish I could fuck every girl in the world
I wish I could fuck every girl in the world"
This song is so true!!!!!
But i don't see it in a sexual way.
I don't see it as "I wish I could fuck every girl" I see it as "I wish I could be with every girl." Because that's exactly how i feel...that i could be with every girl in the world. Well all the good looking ones anyway...not to sound shallow. Anyway, I want to be with every girl for emotional reasons as well as some other reasons because there's not one single girl that can provide everything, there's certain things that some girls can offer and others can't, because no girl is perfect. Like if you have a chill girlfriend and you like her a lot but you like girls that get their hair and nails done but she's too chill for that, assed out.Other examples, say you have a laid-back kind of girlfriend...but tonight you want to go clubbing...your assed out she wouldn't want to go.You have a nerd girlfriend and you have tickets to the Knicks' game but she has no idea what your talking about..she doesn't even know what basketball is,assed out.Or if you have a punk rock kind of girlfriend but you want to go to a Jay-Z concert once again your assed out.Maybe you have a goodie goodie two shoes girlfriend but you feel like smoking weed tonight and getting drunk..ASSED OUT!
I feel like theres not just one girl that can satisfy all my needs. Because there's gonna be times when you want the laid-back kind of girl but then your gonna want the girly girl, then your gonna want the smart girl, then your gonna want the hipster girl and so on cause lets face it there's NO one girl with all those qualities. I just feel as if I want to take a million girls personalities and take bits and pieces of them and make my own girl to my liking. Now, I know that's impossible but there's nothing wrong with wishful thinking which is the basic theme of this song.
And we like her too
And we like her
And we like her too
And we like her
And we like her too
And we like her
And she like us too
I wish I could fuck every girl in the world
I wish I could fuck every girl in the world
I wish I could fuck every girl in the world"
This song is so true!!!!!
But i don't see it in a sexual way.
I don't see it as "I wish I could fuck every girl" I see it as "I wish I could be with every girl." Because that's exactly how i feel...that i could be with every girl in the world. Well all the good looking ones anyway...not to sound shallow. Anyway, I want to be with every girl for emotional reasons as well as some other reasons because there's not one single girl that can provide everything, there's certain things that some girls can offer and others can't, because no girl is perfect. Like if you have a chill girlfriend and you like her a lot but you like girls that get their hair and nails done but she's too chill for that, assed out.Other examples, say you have a laid-back kind of girlfriend...but tonight you want to go clubbing...your assed out she wouldn't want to go.You have a nerd girlfriend and you have tickets to the Knicks' game but she has no idea what your talking about..she doesn't even know what basketball is,assed out.Or if you have a punk rock kind of girlfriend but you want to go to a Jay-Z concert once again your assed out.Maybe you have a goodie goodie two shoes girlfriend but you feel like smoking weed tonight and getting drunk..ASSED OUT!
I feel like theres not just one girl that can satisfy all my needs. Because there's gonna be times when you want the laid-back kind of girl but then your gonna want the girly girl, then your gonna want the smart girl, then your gonna want the hipster girl and so on cause lets face it there's NO one girl with all those qualities. I just feel as if I want to take a million girls personalities and take bits and pieces of them and make my own girl to my liking. Now, I know that's impossible but there's nothing wrong with wishful thinking which is the basic theme of this song.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Anti-social?
Chris- "Yo, I love how we them niggas"
Me- " Fuck you mean, not me, I wish I was one of them niggas...girls don't like me haha.. they think I'm weird haha"
Chris-"HAHA!Your not social...of course girls think your weird...you walk around like your about to kill someone"
Pshh...I really give two shits what these people think about me...cause at the end of the day I'ma still do me. I mean yeah, I'm weird..but that's me, I'm just being myself. I'd rather not be social and be myself than be fake and have all the friends in the world.Also another reason is I really hate people and everything they do, that's why I mainly fuck with 5 niggas Chris, Josh, Darius Jalen and Stefan.(no particular order). Theres others i fuck with too though.But back to what i was saying...I DONT GIVE A FUCK!!!!!!!!! I'm not gonna kno NONE of these people in 10 years..so it dont even matter.Anti-social, social, weird, normal, fly, bummy, happy,suicidal...doesnt matter what you think i am..i STILL bag bitches...not to sound cocky but it is what it is.
P.S. But just for shit I'll see if i can change... and be more social haha.
Me- " Fuck you mean, not me, I wish I was one of them niggas...girls don't like me haha.. they think I'm weird haha"
Chris-"HAHA!Your not social...of course girls think your weird...you walk around like your about to kill someone"
Pshh...I really give two shits what these people think about me...cause at the end of the day I'ma still do me. I mean yeah, I'm weird..but that's me, I'm just being myself. I'd rather not be social and be myself than be fake and have all the friends in the world.Also another reason is I really hate people and everything they do, that's why I mainly fuck with 5 niggas Chris, Josh, Darius Jalen and Stefan.(no particular order). Theres others i fuck with too though.But back to what i was saying...I DONT GIVE A FUCK!!!!!!!!! I'm not gonna kno NONE of these people in 10 years..so it dont even matter.Anti-social, social, weird, normal, fly, bummy, happy,suicidal...doesnt matter what you think i am..i STILL bag bitches...not to sound cocky but it is what it is.
P.S. But just for shit I'll see if i can change... and be more social haha.
Monday, March 2, 2009
Gettin' Shit Off My Chest
Alright well I'm new to this, its my first blog so...
I just have to get this off my chest...
Well..to all those who hate who i am and what i do..i can only be me. I do me because at the end of the day, no one else is gonna look out for me, or do me how I would do me. I don't need friends and I definitely don't need a girlfriend to make me happy. I'm better off by myself.All this "Oh I Fuck Wit You, You My Son..." BULLSHIT! I aint cool wit nobody, don't wanna be cool wit nobody. I may speak outta respect, but that dont mean that we friends. And to everybody running they mouth about me u can SUCK MY DICK, just know at the end of the day..I'm better than you and I CAN take ur girl, so DONT fuck wit me. All this talking about me behind my back then smile in my face...FUCK YOU! If you got the heart to say something while I'm not around, have the heart to take the heat for it when I confront you. It's '09 & I'm playing NO games.
I just have to get this off my chest...
Well..to all those who hate who i am and what i do..i can only be me. I do me because at the end of the day, no one else is gonna look out for me, or do me how I would do me. I don't need friends and I definitely don't need a girlfriend to make me happy. I'm better off by myself.All this "Oh I Fuck Wit You, You My Son..." BULLSHIT! I aint cool wit nobody, don't wanna be cool wit nobody. I may speak outta respect, but that dont mean that we friends. And to everybody running they mouth about me u can SUCK MY DICK, just know at the end of the day..I'm better than you and I CAN take ur girl, so DONT fuck wit me. All this talking about me behind my back then smile in my face...FUCK YOU! If you got the heart to say something while I'm not around, have the heart to take the heat for it when I confront you. It's '09 & I'm playing NO games.
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